Love/Hate May
I am fantastically happy that i managed to get my pre-order VIP 1 ticket for Mayday DNA tour this coming May 14th at Hisence Arena (Melbourne). I know it is very KS of me but I really... REALLY want to get the best seat in the house because i missed out on their concert last year (make that a double-miss). So better not under-estimate the fan crowd here. Thankfully, i was the third in the queue today and i heard they just started the preordering. The girl at the counter said that it is very good chance that i will get seat in the first 3 rows. WOW! I will never be able to get that type of seats in SG even if i have the money to pay for the tickets. Because front rows are always reserved for the sponsors and fanclub people (who preorder in bulk). I didn't think i would join the fanclub (nah.. too old for that type of thing) but at one point i was seriously contemplating it if that gives me good seats (but i will have to sit with all those young girls...). Anyway, i am going alone. No Kaki here in Melb.. well at least no kaki that crazy enough to pay the A$219 per ticket. But it is okie. For me concerts can be a solitary event.. just me and the band, singing my heart out (and hopefully, taking alot of good pictures). Well... totally looking forward to it.
That said... there is nothing much else to look forward to in May.. and then June. First off.. it is winter and it will be cold. And secondly... well, let's just "secondly" is not something i want to get into. Wilk say i worry too much and said i should 'keep it in'. *frown* Well, not like he is in my shoes or that i complain to other people or what. If i can't even vent to him, i guess there is not much point talking. So what to do? I blog lor. I grumble here lor. Venting mah... shit has to end up somewhere right? Keep inside is toxic one you know? Bladderdash. And i am barely back in Melb for 1mth. I don't really care who is pissed reading this because I AM PISSED myself. And when i am pissed, i have an urge to run away (of cos bringing kiddo with me, afterall kiddo goes where I go). And blardy SIA have to up their fares now. No chance of an airtix for a nice holiday i guess. Will be nice to escape winter... or perhaps check out QQ's new pad in HK. Heard that renos is almost done and furniture are coming in in 3wks. Hoped that he will remember to take some photos.
Ok.. i admit i sound harsh and there are NO logical reasons to explain the way i feel. In fact, i cant justify any of my crazy feelings. Just that it is THERE and i dread it. Best cure is i think some peace and quiet. And of course, going to Mayday's concert (okie, i get the irony of wanting 'peace and quiet' at a Mayday's concert. Afterall, kitaro they aint!).
Hmm... its been a while since the whole post is about ME instead of Kiddo. That's refreshing somewhat.
That said... there is nothing much else to look forward to in May.. and then June. First off.. it is winter and it will be cold. And secondly... well, let's just "secondly" is not something i want to get into. Wilk say i worry too much and said i should 'keep it in'. *frown* Well, not like he is in my shoes or that i complain to other people or what. If i can't even vent to him, i guess there is not much point talking. So what to do? I blog lor. I grumble here lor. Venting mah... shit has to end up somewhere right? Keep inside is toxic one you know? Bladderdash. And i am barely back in Melb for 1mth. I don't really care who is pissed reading this because I AM PISSED myself. And when i am pissed, i have an urge to run away (of cos bringing kiddo with me, afterall kiddo goes where I go). And blardy SIA have to up their fares now. No chance of an airtix for a nice holiday i guess. Will be nice to escape winter... or perhaps check out QQ's new pad in HK. Heard that renos is almost done and furniture are coming in in 3wks. Hoped that he will remember to take some photos.
Ok.. i admit i sound harsh and there are NO logical reasons to explain the way i feel. In fact, i cant justify any of my crazy feelings. Just that it is THERE and i dread it. Best cure is i think some peace and quiet. And of course, going to Mayday's concert (okie, i get the irony of wanting 'peace and quiet' at a Mayday's concert. Afterall, kitaro they aint!).
Hmm... its been a while since the whole post is about ME instead of Kiddo. That's refreshing somewhat.
3 comments:
might be SAD. I was feeling so miserable and homesick over winter and looking at all ways to go back to SG even if it means dumping J alone in the US while I go home. But the minute the weather got better and the green and flowers started popping out, I don't feel that bad anymore. I really think I need some form of coping mechanism (instead of taking it out on the husband) for next winter.
Mate! Have Avery in Family Day Care and start doing some casual work. You need to get out there.
lainey:
Heh poor hubbies will always kenna first.. well, i am on a wk break to HK and few days in SG.. then back to Melb for mayday's concert! Am feeling good but STILL not looking forward to end of May..
Angela:
She is on waitlist for two places already. I prefer to have her enlisted in place with kindy, dun want to switch her midway. Too troublesome to be on waitlist all over again. Am starting to volunteer at a Sped Sch where my fren teaches (former MDSS teacher who migrated here). Actually most day i am great and enjoying my time with Avery. I am just dreading a particular period of time in May :P
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